Aspirations

big word eh... i think so too... do we aspire? i think i do. aspire for what? oh let me guess.... my norm aspirations would include a big house, lots of cars, too much wealth and lounging around. but what does one aspire in reality? is it the material things they are looking for or the attainment of a peace of mind in any which way that it comes your way? i think its the balance that everyone i seeking deep inside... no there is no particular level or measure which would be considered the balance or the middle scale but rather differs from person to person. i think its that "mayana ravi" that each of us looks for even though we are content to the bone. yes we dont show it, yes we might not say it, but i know for sure i definitely feel it. you might turn around and ask me what the hell am i talking about.... but i think im making sense in a very funny way. you know the things, you understand them, you hear them, acknowledge them but when it comes down to putting them to a practical use, we just loose focus and hither and thither from place to place and from person to person in search of the true answer to solve all our problems in life with a blow of a swift wind that passes you by feeling lighter than ever which subconsciously blows away the small little "problem chips" of our shoulders one at a time. we all are in search of that place where the wind blows continually but unfortunately are confronted with traffic of all sorts, internal and external, that just keeps us in that stationary place not allowing us to move forward in any way. i think aspirations are good. no wait... i think aspirations are beautiful. in some funny way i think they are linked to hope. to that Shawshank Redemption would say... "hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things. and good things never die."

Marketing

dont you just hate it when you meet people who can talk to you in marketing jargon and seem all knowledgeable about the stuff that they are talking about and seem the "all well informed" people but in reality if you ask them what the hell they are talking about... its like they cant explain even the simplist of ideas and convey the message across to the other person. how sad is that... i dont ever want to be a person who talks in technical jargon... i guess its just not me.

First Ever Abstract

yah yah i know... it took me a long time and lots of dedication to actually come up with utter and complete nonsense... but i like it.

Random Sketch

Courteosy of a very boring Financial Management class.

Hobbies

its interesting to note that while people generally refer to hobbies as something that one does which he or she likes, it also is a good and i think one of the most amazing venting off techniques that i have observed for some time. they not only have the ability to calm you on the outside but also to soothe you from within and put you in a place never gone before, every time without fail... to a place far far away from this realm into a place where all of one's aspirations of "going to that place where i dont know anyone or anything... to run away in the mind, body and soul and run to that very special place where things are indifferent". how amazing must it be to have a hobby/passion like that that you can acutally indulge in it... but i guess its one of those things that has been nurtured from childhood and somethings even though you want to learn or adapt, becomes very difficult for you to ascertain. haiii.... i wish i had more hobbies.